i’ve been keeping myself busy the past few days working on outfits for the upcoming OZ tour – looking for a decent pair of gloves is such a mission around here! So fuck that, imma make my own.

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I was still recovering from fever and high on medicine last night but the adidas party @ bb park was SICKer than i was! Stylists Ethan Chu, Bryan and I put my outfit together and i just LOVED it – we make such a great team, boys. Performed with the Floor Fever Dolls who rocked socks as always, almost fell of the stairs at one point and hells yeah, i got to keep the crown!

Yeay!

(more photos on my facebook)

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I was out shopping-slash-outfit-hunting on Melrose today for the video shoot tomorrow (yeay!) and a pair of Doc Martens boots have been on my wishlist for quite a while now and i finally got them today! I think i’m gonna skip dinner and drool over these golden babies for the next few hours, if you don’t mind.

Just saw this on Vogue. Hello, ‘neon pink cheetah haircalf’ Mulberry handbag, can i take you home?

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Hungarian fashion photographer Vivienne Balla uses ‘I Am Glam’ on her Le Cool Budapest : Behind the Scenes video. Her work has been published on magazines like Where Budapest, Új M?vészet, PEP! and Elite. Which just makes me that much cooler, of course. Check her out!

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i took pictures today – inspired by Madonna, masquerade parties and my alcoholic friends. And yes, i have a very sexy male mannequin living in my toilet. Full-frontal at all times, not to mention.

Here are a few of my personal faves.

More, more, more pictures on ‘the blonde ambition’ album here on facebook.

+this look is on Lookbook, hype it!

p/s: that gorgeous skirt is a sequined disco high-waisted skirt from Topshop, ZE! earrings i made myself, keyboard’s yamaha, smiley necklace from OSIXNINE, neon taped Xs from a stationary shop, black masquerade mask from a fashion party in Berlin, yellow gloves from London, pink heels from OSIXNINE, attitude is model’s own.

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I’m Rocker Repro’s first ever Artist of the Month …. the blog pays a lot of attention to kick-ass lady artists like Lady Gaga and M.I.A., so it feels great to be featured on there. Boeja!

“Have you ever been to Kuala Lumpur? I think I can guess the answer to that question. But if you do ever visit, there’s one musicianista that will definitely catch your attention.  Ze! isn’t just someone riding the electropop craze.  She’s been into it for quite a while.  With influences like Madonna, Róisín Murphy, M.I.A., Peaches, and Le Tigre, it’s clear that she knows what’s up when it comes to good electro music.  Her fashion style is straight out of your wildest party dreams, and it’s clear she isn’t afraid to express herself through her clothes.  She’s even opened for the likes of Chicks on Speed, who are practically legends as far as fashion-fused music goes.” – Rocker Repro.  (read the full interview here.)

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i watched this because i wanted to see mariah carey’s acting and what she looks like without make-up. And sure enough, she still had the diva in her shining through. But the star of this movie wasn’t her, it was Gabourey ‘Gabby’ Sidibe who played her part well, and so did the lady who played mom. The movie was good, but wasn’t particularly mind-blowing for me. And I find it a little hard to believe that life can be THAT unlucky for anybody. I especially liked Joann, played by Xosha Roquemore, who was always enthusiastic in class and brought some life (and some fashion sense) into the otherwise pessimistic movie. Oh, and I didn’t know until the end credits that Oprah was one of em executive producers. That explains why Mariah’s in there.

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Gorgeous. Would look so good with a black leather jacket, a hot biker boyfriend and a hot superbike to match. Get em here!

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dear diary,

My bus trip back from Singapore today was spent reading a book that made me feel like the ghost of MJ was telling me his life story. ‘Moonwalk’ was written by Michael himself and i feel it’s really a story told from the heart. As much as he had wanted to reveal at least, of course. It was published in 1988 and I imagine he wrote the book so he could connect directly with his fans, hoping to be understood but seems like the more he tries doing so the more he is misunderstood. He’s a highly spiritual person and truly a kid at heart. I love how he isn’t afraid to talk about how he feels about something, the things that make him cry, the women he loved and how he makes a wish (omg, i’m not the only freak who makes wishes!)

All the things that men would normally avoid talking about because they’re afraid people would see them as being silly/immature/un-macho, he tells them wholeheartedly. And, he keeps a diary. He wears Mickey Mouse t-shirts for goodness sake! Why, such an amazing, passionate and beautiful person like him didn’t find his one true love is beyond me. Unless his ‘one true love’ was, well, music …or Diana Ross.

I know, i write as though he’s still alive. Because I want to believe he is. Because it’s scary to grow up and accept that it is the beginning of a completely new era – one without Michael Jackson in it. I admit I was very nervous during the 2010 countdown, and not because I was gonna go on stage and perform but because I didn’t know if i was ready for the new decade. Reading the book has given me new confidence and strength, and I feel relaxed. Thank you, MJ.

“My attitude is if fashion says it’s forbidden, I’m going to do it.”

I loved that line. And I think it describes him perfectly.

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