outkasts rock!

it took me almost 10 years to discover my niche. the long transition from wannabe grunge drummer to hiphop and indie rock chick – all while trying to fit in with everybody else… experimenting and struggling to find my sound proved to be pretty useful now that i’ve decided (finally!) to stick w one genre.

call it a curse or a blessing, as you wish, but i’ve always been an outkast. from birth. not gonna lie, there were times i resented it. but i’ve def grown out of it – in vain – and hell, it certainly is NO curse. thank you, mom, for pointing that out.

i’ve chosen electro, because unlike other genres, this proves to be the one where us outkasts feel we belong. where being different, quirky, strange, disgusting, heartless, sarcastic, bitchy, fuck-the-world-we-rock attitude is celebrated. These are the things that make us , well , distinctly fashionable. And god damn are we trendsetters or what!? there are no rules. we dont have to stick our boobs out to be sexy. our beats make us sexy. yowza.

i love how electro songs dont always mean what you think they mean. like, it could mean a thousand things. you’ll never get it exactly right. like, our love songs – may be real, may be not, may be completely sarcastic, may be dangerous & stalkishly romantic.

we care more than about sex. and drugs. and alcohol. and money. really. we do. plus, our videos are a little more intelligent than big bums and fancy cars. what’s best is – we can be 50 and still rock. ala madonna & siouxsie sioux.

gimme gimme gimme!

why i am too sexy

okay.

my too sexy video is about to reach 15,000 views, god knows how much more on hitz.tv – which just about makes my first video achieve more than i ever expected it to. i’ve not ignored the comments, good and bad, but it’s funny how ppl dont get the sarcasm.

who in their right mind would think a huge pink afro, heart-shaped earrings, a wand, hot pants combined with striped socks above the knee and freakish sneaker heels – would amount to being SEXY? hell, even beyonce or angelina (both of whom i deem to be THE sexiest women on earth) wont be able to bring sexy back in those! …. oh and not to forget my hot co-stars all obviously dressed to look anything BUT sexy, did anybody get the joke at all?

yes, i am aware most of whom have found the video by chance, were horny and really looking for videos tagged ‘sex’. and found me, hideously claiming to be too sexy. imagine the horror!

perhaps it was a tragic mistake on my part… to think i could make a comic off my music. but then again, it turned out to be a pretty good recipe. One that has generated the strange exposure i’ve been craving for. So thanks folks, for the 15,000 views (and counting) :)

world, hold on

year ends are hectic. ive not been busy w shows as i anticipated i wldve been but ive instead been caught up w setting up the boutique w my sister – which is going beyond our expectations thus far. although i must admit im missing the stage =[ hopefully im back out there in no time.

i was at the hitz awards, only to discover tht they actually had an award for malaysian english videos - too sexy wasnt even nominated. i was devastated, to say the least. but of course, im not fr the jakeman's fanclub. its all still clearly driven by men w only hannah tan being the only female nominee being mentioned. where r talents like jasemaine gan and izzy mohammad?

so muse is coming.. in feb? for real?

im certainly happy for pop shuvit , the 5 r actually in the running to b in Rolling Stone Magazine's top 25 myspace bands. Hw unreal is tht? im wishing them the best! you can also help trash the article w ur groupie shout outs on the rolling stone website.. www.rollingstone.com

i cant help but talk abt my next album... although its still very far fr being released. Ruben is working on the mixes, n things r looking good. 6 tracks at this point, and im still speaking to producers n musicians fr just abt anywhere who hv got the right chemistry to fit into this project. its gonna b a killer euro-electro party record - i promise u tht!

sigh. ive learnt so much fr releasing tht SHAMELESS cd - money just cldnt buy! ive suffered fr depression even, its crazy when u know too much. picking up the pieces... its better to fight than to sulk. let no mofo bring u down =p w all tht anger i cld prolly put out a gangster rap album or smthing. but im all abt showing some love baby. the world needs it.

ive got lotsa faith. smtimes maybe too much for my own gd. Here's hoping out loud... just like how bob sinclar puts it... WORLD, HOLD ON!

p/s: i hv just dicovered the gorgeousness of tht prison break guy. *yowza* id break into prison for him.

love. =]

thank you for the fantasy.

Another day to go before the shoot of ‘Too Sexy’ which is not exactly my first video to shoot – because ‘Room for 2′ was the first although its yet to be released. I’m excited and nervous at the same time, its gonna be loads of fun – we’ve got about 10 sexy people featured on it – u’ll just have to wait to find out who they are! (it’ll b worth it, i promise)

Mr director, Chin Hor from Pick n Roll Creations – along with his friends and mine – are doing a great job thus far in getting the vid become a reality.

December is set to be a busy month – which is a good thing! – hv a good one =]

peace&Love, Ze.

black eyed please – seriously

I’d like to thank the black eyed peas for proving , once and for all, that we dont really need to put so much effort on the music to wow the crowd. my humps? seriously, how the hell did they come up w that thinking it’s even a song to begin with. but hey , it worked. What with the sleek video n all… mtv n radios seem to love playing the lack-of-motive track nonetheless. I’ve respected their efforts thus far, but this track has left me with something to reckon with.

the no-brainer lyrics that can be written on ur drunk trip back from the nearest bar, below! ;

What you gon’ do with all that junk?
All that junk inside your trunk?
I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,
Get you love drunk off my hump.
My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,
My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)

I drive these brothers crazy,
I do it on the daily,
They treat me really nicely,
They buy me all these ice-ys.
Dolce & Gabbana,
Fendi and then Donna
Karan, they be sharin’
All their money got me wearin’
Fly gearrr but I ain’t askin,
They say they love my ass ‘n,
Seven Jeans, True Religion’s,
I say no, but they keep givin’
So I keep on takin’
And no I ain’t taken
We can keep on datin’
I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love
You love my lady lumps,
My hump, my hump, my hump,
My humps they got u,
She’s got me spending.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.
She’s got me spendin’.
(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me, on me, on me

I met a girl down at the disco.
She said hey, hey, hey yea let’s go.
I could be your baby, you can be my honey
Lets spend time not money.
I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,
Milky, milky cocoa,
Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I’m really sexy,
The boys they wanna sex me.
They always standing next to me,
Always dancing next to me,
Tryin’ a feel my hump, hump.
Lookin’ at my lump, lump.
U can look but you can’t touch it,
If u touch it I’ma start some drama,
You don’t want no drama,
No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama
So don’t pull on my hand boy,
You ain’t my man, boy,
I’m just tryn’a dance boy,
And move my hump.

Now that I’ve gotten THAT outta my system… I’ve got a good weekend coming ahead! The AYA Awards Night is happening this Sunday the 13th at Summit Hotel Subang Jaya and the winner of the Most Outstanding Youth of the Year Award will be announced > I’m one of em 3 finalists.. yay! Wish me luck (I’ll also be performing that night, if u’d like to grab a seat, it’s RM60, go here.

SHAMELESS is already on sale at CDBABY and at Tower Records.com . In Malaysia, it is now finally on Pan Global’s Music Canteen (also being played on their podcast, thanks to Simon from DJ@Work). Will soon be available for digital downloads on iTunes, Napster, Soundbuzz and etc too!

Before I go, please join me drool over my current obsession. hwah!

peace&Love, Miss Radcliffe. =]




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